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Name: Lenore
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Gender: Female
Interests: going to concerts listening to koRn,cold,
kittie, coal chamber,
mudvayne, deftones, drowning pool,
cradle of filth, dimmu bogir, smashing pumpkins,devo, tool, a perfect circle,
mindless self indulgence, orgy, prodigy, garbage,project86, deadsy, sevendust, pod, slipknot, NIN, pm5k, ill nino, element eighty,
american head charge, fear factory, marilyn manson, earshot, chevelle, adema, spine shank, staind,alice in chains, nirvana, system of a down, linkin park, 40 below summer, flaw, incubus, story of the year, breaking benjamin, and things
that are unmentionable at this time.
talking at people!!!
Yay rabies!! everything tastes better with RABIES!!!!!
yay unmentionables!!!!!
Expertise: tattooing, piercing, and all the things inbetween freaking out, moshing, um . things . unmentionable things . Piercings are really nice.
Occupation: Unemployed/Between Jobs
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  freeqofthenation
AIM:  skilletmachine
Yahoo:  imnotapunker666
Member Since:
11/11/2003
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| so evidentlly i've changed a lot. and not necessarily in a good way. i noticed too. i understand that people change over time.. and i know i've been more and more not understanding. i get really jealous and often times poke fun at people. that's not me.. it's never been me. and i am very sorry. i'm not even sure why i'm writing this because i really doubt it will make a difference at all. i just wish i could be the same me... i doubt that can happen . because i dont remember. i guess i would have to drop like 30 pounds and um. smoke like a carton of cigarettes. that is probably the closest i'll be for a long time.. i just need to grow up. i dont really want to. but i wish i could be less critical. and jealous and mean and unbecoming. i feel like i have very few friends. that doesn't make me happy . in fact, i think it upsets me. i wish god would give me some friends but . i doubt that will happen either. i doubt anyone will read this.. i doubt a lot these days. but what i dont doubt is that i've lost a lot of people i did care for. and i'm sad about that.. but i ... i . . can't really change it. so .. "i can' be bovered" i dont know kiddies. i love you all .. but .. i doubt you'll see me again..
like that anyway. | | |
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- - - - - - Put an x next to the things that apply to you.
Have you ever...
[x] been drunk.
[x] smoked pot.
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[x] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[x] been in a fist fight.
[x] had sex.
[x] had a threesome - kissing or otherwise
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[x] made out with a stranger.
[ ] stole something from your job.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ]celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[x]skipped school.
[x] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling.
[x] played 'clue'.
[x] had a sleepover party.
[ ] went ice skating.
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf.
[x] been cheated on.
[ ] had a sweet sixteen.
[ ] had a car.
[x] drove.
Do you...
[x] have a bf.
[ ] have a gf.
[x] have a crush.
[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[x] hate yourself.
[ ] think your attractive.
[x] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[ ] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to soul.
[x] listen to techno.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[x] paint your nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[ ] get good grades.
[ ] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers.
[x] wear boxers.
[x] wear thongs.
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color yellow.
[ ] cyber.
[ ] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[ ] have long hair.
[x] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.
Are you...
[x] ugly.
[ ] pretty.
[x] ok.
[x] bored.
[x] happy.
[x] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[x] short.
[ ] tall.
[ ] grounded.
[x] sick.
[ ] a virgin.
[x] lazy.
[ ] single.
[x] taken.
[ ] looking.
[ ] not looking.
[x] talking to someone.
[x] IMing someone.
[ ] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy.
[x] annoyed.
[ ] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[ ] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.
[ ] homophobic.
[ ] racist.(fuck racism) | | | |
| im updating this once more and THEN .. no more .
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=abrasion
visit the delightful site. i figure NOW i have time to just stop trying to not conform . i GIVE!! . - falls over - well . all .. visit me there and just . use that one now because im sick and tired of this one . yesh . very tired. - waves maniacally - later kiddos
i'll update about yesterday there too . 
R.i.P. jeffrey scott smith . adrian pollard
- Lenore
9 days til adrians anniversary. | | |
| i wrote this a few weeks ago . i dont remember when .
i hate small talk [ speak your mind ]
i hate when people cant own up to their own faults
i hate when people call me out in public
i hate when people surround me
i hate gas station employees
i hate the government
i hate anarchy
i hate this confusion
i hate being depressed
i hate hiding scars
i hate hiding.
i hate the sky
i hate the sun
i hate the smell of bleach
i hate being indessive.
i hate being ignorant
i hate loving you
i hate it when the good side wins
i hate the earth
i hate teachers [ shove it ]
i hate trust
i hate lies
i hate crying
i hate being sick
i hate the lack of color on my jellies
i hate being broke
i hate being alone
i hate being in a group
i hate regretting things
i hate beginnings
i hate endings
i hate leaving
i hate being addicted
i hate basing my happiness on you
i hate finding no one there
i hate that no one cares
i hate being a minor
i hate being in the sun
i hate wanting to hurt you
i hate dreaming
i hate not remembering
i hate looking at myself
i hate needing you
i hate dying for this.
- fin -
YOU ARE 69% RAVER
You may not be freaky like those Candy Kids, but you do know how to party. You are well connected in the scene, but may be getting a little tired of it.
YOU ARE 69 % GRUNGE !
You are pretty dirty, all right and, you reek of teen spirit... you would sell your own children for a moldy hotpocket, man.
YOU ARE 68 % TORTURED ARTIST !
Art is significant in your life, people are scum but you have the capicity to deal with it. Give it a few more years and you will either forget about art or hate the world.
YOU ARE 74 % GOTH !
Oh My Goth! You Goth, Girl. There is a good chance you're bi. Freakiness pumps through your viens, but you can still laugh at yourself
YOU ARE 64 % PUNK ROCK !
The intelligent punk. Tuff and Smart. You may be able to maintain a train of thought long enough... What the fuck was I talking about?
YOU ARE 68 % SKA !
Well, maybe you're trying too hard, maybe you're not trying hard enough. Don't forget your roots, and remember that punk and reggae wouldn't exist without ska.
YOU ARE 74 % EMO !
Well.. you've made the cut! Now go buy some promise rings and knit yourself a sweater.
YOU ARE 63 % ASSHOLE/BITCH !
You are abrasive, some people really hate you, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that you hang out with and get you. Everybody else? Fuck ‘em
YOU ARE 61 % METAL HEAD !
You rock just as hard as the rest of the thrash set, except when no ones looking you like to get down with a little "More than a Feeling."
ps . i want taylor to pierce my nipples!! | | |
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